Monday, February 22, 2010

Longest Relationship

My sister asked me why I dated this one girl for so long. I always make up stories, but I know the real reason was very simple, it was because I was able to be a kid around that girl, be my inner self and not have to worry about what others were thinking.

That was why I was and am still very much in love with her after all these years.

Our love story was very much like a fairy tail or those Korean love stories, however, at the end, it did not work out.

I guess like they say, it was not meant to be.

But, I very much did enjoy the time shared, though sometimes I still hate her. :p

Friday, February 19, 2010

Being Productive

I become a lot more productive when I have more to do.

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

My Sassy Girl

I told a friend to watch My Sassy Girl yesterday, cause she seems to be like that girl. But I ended up watching it again.

The movie it self was pretty good, however, things like that do not happen in reality. If you are gone for 2-3 years without seeing each other, feelings change.

I had a similar relationship. I was fun, filled with excitement and drama and everything like that. If there was a camera following me around, it would have been a great movie. But the ending did not end well.

In the end, its a bitter and realistic break up, not like the movies. Actually, if we get back together, it would have been like the movies, but I do not see that happening.

I think the movies, especially the chick flicks are the love stories that we would like to have, or at least to pursue.

Have fun with your pursuit everyone. :p

Monday, February 15, 2010

Utterly Direct

For some reason, I have become utterly direct with people. Sometimes thats not so good.

I think its because of my pass experience, most likely cause of my crazy ex. I think I played her psychological games too much during the relationship. It was fun at the time because I was up for a challenge. But I think I over did it; so now is tire and had became utterly direct with people.

Saturday, February 13, 2010

Holding Hands

Remember your first girlfriend or boyfriend back in high school?

I remember us holding hands at Bayside Community Center. It was intense. We were in love.

Now that I think about it, it was really silly. Regardless, it felt real at the time.

Nowadays, it felt like there has been no true love, or it just become so complex that people are just exhausted by it, at least based on my experience anyways. Or maybe I am just getting tire of looking.

Nevertheless, I think that my simple and silly love in high school was more true than complex modern love...MAYBE.

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Define Life by Girlfriends

I have been known to have defined my life, or the various life experiences that I had by the girls that I dated.

I guess, in a way, I do not go out much, unless I am dating, and so it would seem that I truly only go out when I am dating.

Modern Love

I saw "The Office" today.

I was thinking to myself that it was nice that Pam and Jim had a good relationship. I think that society (America) has become way too casual about relationship that it the foundation of a family is become a victim.

We need Pam and Jim right now.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

First Post

Okay, so just want to say hi to bloggers out there.

im blogging now to waste time, and maybe to record some of my thoughts somewhere. Too lazy yo write it in a book, so thought this will be better.

have fun bloogers.